Oh Epic Failery

Wow, fail just doesn’t seem to describe me yesterday and today.  Not sure what happened, but I couldn’t stomach my shake this morning.  Well, I do actually know what happened, so I’m not too mad at myself.  I woke up wanting one of my Toaster Streudel Cinnamon Bun toaster pastries instead of my shake.  I was tough though, I made my sugar free hot chocolate and then added the shake.  The flavor was WAY off.  I thought it was time for me to start playing around with the flavors that are in my shake.  Apparently I was wrong.

I’m waiting until my next payday to buy another batch of Wonderslim products from DietDirect.  I get coupons via email and sale notifications from them frequently, just hoping it is the stuff I want that goes on sale next.  I am thinking this time around I will be using more of their products than my shake mix.  I got spoiled with normal food and need to ween back with solids before I make it down to my liquid diet.

I also need to add back in my vegetables, meat and vitamins.  Right now the only thing going for me is a “lower” carb lifestyle, probably averaging 60-85g of carbs per day.  I will weigh in on Monday, do my due diligence and keep up with what is happening, but some how I think the scale is not going to move in my favor again for a while.

As depressing as that all may sound, it doesn’t really bother me very much.  My body is in way better shape than it had been in a very long time, I’m down to a 10/12 pant size and Medium shirts (which was my goal).  My only reason for wanting to lose again is that I’m technically “over weight” by 10 pounds, and I’d like to be able to see my doctor next year and have her say “Hey, you’re an ideal weight, way to go!” after three years of “You should probably try to lose some weight”.

Oh well, enough of me thinking about the past.  It’s time for me to get ready for the future: a weekend with high temps of about 50 and lows in the 20’s…god I love South Dakota, it’s chili time!

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